Wednesday, July 9, 2008

The Comeback

I am blogging after a gap of quite a few days. The reasons were plenty. There are some changes happening in my professional life. My personal life is still in a qualified mess. But there’s something happening on a front; I won’t reveal the details now, because it’s too early to make a definite comment on that.

By the way, I have broadened my friend-base at Orkut and that has in turn brought me into contact with a couple of friends back from school. Though it was nice to hear from them after a long time, I have a peculiar problem on my hand when interacting with them.

The problem is that I don’t know what to say to extend the conversation. After knowing what each other are doing, there’s nothing more to say. Then it comes to finding out what the others of our batch are doing, though I’m least interested to know about most of them! So many things have happened over the years in their lives as well as mine. It’s impossible to give an update without irritating the person with redundant, irrelevant details. There are also people who never even said ‘Hi’ to me back in school!

So I avoid making contact with old friends. It’s not ego or something, it’s just that I can’t relate to what they are today with what they are in my memories. That is when the entire effort seems tiring. I am sure many of you would agree with me, won’t you?

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Continued Blankness

For the last couple of days, I’m experiencing a continued sense of blankness, a kind of boredom that refuses to go away. This boredom has been part of my thought-process for quite some time now.

Last day, I messed up the HTML coding that I had to do. My TL let me off without putting too much stress on me. Since then I was under a lot of pressure so that today I don’t mess up the codes again. Thankfully, things were better today. I have submitted the coding but it’s not checked yet.

My mood is quite irritable too. A student called in the morning to ask the day off and I was really willing to curse her for bothering me. Then I felt very guilty about it. But then the damage had already been done.

Hope things improve quickly. Will post tomorrow again…